like a bug on a windshield
It hit me yesterday. right between the eyes, as I was packing up my bathroom. Next week is the last week of my job. then the panic set in…I don’t have another job yet! And then the aimless feeling returned…where am I going with my life? what the heck am I going to do with myself?
All day today, that very strange reality has set in, even though it’s been nearly three weeks since i made this decision. and i am sitting with it, and strangely, I am at peace with it.
I made it to my mom’s. After nearly three hours with my dad, i was ready for a break. He went to find my brother to help move in stuff. they are back, i better get to bossing around.
Peace!
